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Monday, November 29, 2010 6:34 AM

He bought me this lip balm because I keep complaining that my lips are damn dry.

He's damn sweet.

Working really sucks.

I want to hold his hand, but I cannot.

I want to kiss him, but I cannot.

It's so tiring.

Somehow, he has made me break that barrier.

I love him so much.

Sigh, that is good, is it?

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Saturday, November 27, 2010 4:20 PM

So far, all the photos that we took look kinda ugly.

hahaha.

Holding his hands is the most amazing feeling ever.

But I feel guilty.

Honestly, I can really feel that he loves me more then I do towards him.

He sends me text messages everyday and give me that secret smile.

But I don't.

I'm sorry, I'm just protecting myself.

After all the shit I've been true, I'm scared to commit.

But I know, I do like you a lot.

Let's just hope that this will last and I am able to break that barrier.

(:

35.

Monday, November 22, 2010 3:45 PM

Especially with other blogs.

But dear blog, you're the only one who can hear me out.

Work yesterday was fine though my sales was really bad.

My car list was awesome.

Weijie, xinhui and Eugene.

Sigh, Eugene is really cute and all.

Sweet too.

But please, don't make me fall in love with you?

Chat with him for 2 hours on the phone.

It was great.

I feel stupid now though, having a date with him on friday.

Heck, I don't even know him that well.

But yes, I am going to watch RAPUNZEL with him! (:

I am freaking exciteddddd (:

He's really sweet to want to come all the way down just to watch a movie.

I mean, he freaking lives at Jurong. (!!!)

So, lunch, movie, dinner and chit chat.

Hopefully it won't be awkward.

Oh plus, can I say how sweet he is?

Our conversation when like this.

' I'm gonna text you when you're at work tomorrow ' ( He's not working)

' Yeah you can, but I might not reply if I'm selling tix '

' Then I'll spam your phone so when you on it, you will see all my messages '

' HAHA. I will just reply you, what the heck is wrong with you! '

' Well, then I shall call you. '

' I will throw my phone to weijie and ask him to handle it and pick up my calls '

' ... I quit my job ah. '

' Quit lor. '

' weiiiiii, don't be like that laaaaa. '

//

Definitely cute.

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Sunday, November 14, 2010 6:14 AM

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Friday, November 12, 2010 11:53 PM

Oh yes, I do not love you.

Merely just a crush.

Come on, I took 3 years to get over you.

Just a friend.

Ohkay, I'm over you.

Boys are a hassle.

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Wednesday, November 10, 2010 9:46 PM

I'm sorry for making you feel pissed off.

I just want to wallow in self pity ok.

I want to be skinny.

I want to make anyone, just someone fall in love with me.

31.

6:14 PM

When I finally thought that I really have put aside everything, something else hits.

I have finally gotten over C.

So, recently I have been growing closer with this guy.

I knew he liked a girl, but apparently, he broke her heart first.

She broke his later on too when he tried to maintain the relationship.

But well, I felt as if I was there by him when that happen.

Maybe I was wrong.

It's once again a one sided thing.

I saw her comment on his fb last night.

I took a look at her profile.

She's pretty, she really is.

I lost even without trying.

Why why why.

Why is it that every time I try to fall in love with this guy, he either doesn't like me, or he has someone else that he likes?

Why do I not get a chance to even love?

Life sucks like this.

I'm never going to be in love.