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10. give up

Thursday, November 26, 2009 6:43 AM

So i wrote you these messages but I'll never pass it to you.


So, he left for aust.
He did message me before he left.
I wanted to call him but he said better not.
Oh well, I apologized to him.
I have been losing my temper because he kind of refuses to talk to me.
I know I shouldn't expect anything because I mean nothing to him.
I really feel like I should give up.
2 years 2 months and all.
It still boils down to nothing.
But everyone says that try as I might, I'll never be able to.
Oh God, this is really tough.
Help me out will you?
This has been the craziest and longest crush I had.
I want to give it up once and for all.
I don't want to have any tears anymore.
Let this 11 days be a break for me.
I'll try my best to focus and stop thinking about that boy.
Let him only be a distraction till I enter RJC. ( well, hopefully.)
I'll find another nerd who loves me.
One that does not need me to run after him all the time,
but end up with bruises and scars all over myself.